Jealousy

I've

 tried to pretend that everything is alright

Whenever you two are together,

I've

 tried to be numb, deaf, mute and blind

Just to let myself be silent yet feeling bitter

And i always keep in mind about

What you have told me,

That what is going between you two is all about friendship

And that there must be no existence of jealousy

However, there are times that i can't control myself

And i, do not know if this is my mistake,

Seeing you two kiss even just on the cheek

Made me feel so uncomfortable and weak

Moreover, i asked myself if it is my fault

Or should i blame you for making me feel this way,

Being jealous over your friend

Wasn't easy anyway..