I still...

The feeling's still the same as before 
Deep 
True 
Sincere 
Seems like I had unlocked the door 
Seems like the key to my heart 
Still belongs to you 

It had been months since I last saw you 
But the pictures 
The memories 
The songs still reminded me of you 

And those brought me back 
To the place 
To the time 
When you're still nearly mine 

Somehow I wish 
I could bring back the time 
Played my game really nice 
Maybe I could somehow 
Catch your heart through that 


I admit I still feel the same 
Deep 
True 
Sincere 
Seems like I will never lock the door 
The key will still be yours 
'Cause I know I still belong to you 

LTSJ

Roses are red

Violets are blue

I don't have to wait for valentine

Especially now that I found you

You have made me felt

Like a brand new person

I've never been this happy

And you gave me the reason

You made me realize

That love truly exist

I've always been cautious with it

But its only you that I can't resist

You're the only one

And there will be no other

My heart belongs only to you

Forever and ever

I'll always stay true

And that's a pact

Ill do anything

Just to work things out

But most of all I'll never get tired thanking God

For having you in my life

And I'll never stop praying for Him

To make me your wife

How could you lie?

I've seen it

And it was the worst thing that I've ever saw

How could you do this?

How could you let me feel assured

That there is, and will be no one coming between us

But you did it!

Though you've never admit it

And it broke my heart

So broke that I can't cry anymore

Emotions have just died

All I can feel is that,

An excruciating pain is tearing me apart

I can't breath

I can't move

Everything feels so numb

So numb that I can't almost feel your love

Jealousy

I've

 tried to pretend that everything is alright

Whenever you two are together,

I've

 tried to be numb, deaf, mute and blind

Just to let myself be silent yet feeling bitter

And i always keep in mind about

What you have told me,

That what is going between you two is all about friendship

And that there must be no existence of jealousy

However, there are times that i can't control myself

And i, do not know if this is my mistake,

Seeing you two kiss even just on the cheek

Made me feel so uncomfortable and weak

Moreover, i asked myself if it is my fault

Or should i blame you for making me feel this way,

Being jealous over your friend

Wasn't easy anyway..

Not with you.

Being NOT with you is the hardest part

Especially when i know that at any time

You would go again and leave me with

A broken heart

And though this had happened many times

I still think of NOT leaving you because

I know, i surely can't

I love you and you know that

And i still mean it like what i did from the start

And no matter how badly you messed up with me

Still, my heart will be yours and yours...

Only.

Summer's nightmare

Few more days to go

And all that I will have again is misery

Summer times will snap back

And again, I will be drowned in tears

Summer's sun may brightly shine

And its heat may burn intensely

But still I know what i'll feel

Is the coldness that kills slowly

It will be dark, and cold, and wet

This is really something I can never forget

Summer nightmare is full of hatred

The season where in all I have are regrets

When you're mad.

If there's one thing that i could hate from you

That is when you're mad

Because you're coldness wraps me

And all you have is pride

It crushes me from within

Tearing my poor heart into pieces

You always left me alone

And all I have are wishes

You started to hate me

And i started to think how naive you are

You tell stupid lies everytime you're mad

And of course, that don't please me

Because you're hurting me

Which makes me so lonely

And i curse you for that

And i hate you because of that

And I just can't take it

So please, stop being mad.

It might be you.

The road was getting dark

I can barely see anymore

No one is around ,

All i could see are locked doors

I got no key,

I feel so alone

But where would i go.?

There's no place to stay,

No one who could give help

I'm starting to loose hope.

'Twas when, i really dont feel well

Little by little, im starting to faint

I'm slowly dying, 'til you came my way

And in your gentle arms, I had fell

When i woke up,

I feel brand new,

I am strong again

And thanks to you.

'Cause you took care of me,

And stays 'til the very end.

As years passed by,

You're still at my side

Staying through my ups and downs

You've really changed my life.

You gave me, all the LOVE that you can

Until then i hope it's true,

That 'til the very end,

It would be you.

On this one cold night.

Tonight's one of the coldest night,

and all I want is you here by my side

For us to remember the things we used to have

For us to somehow bring the spark back

Because lately, it feels like

Distance is slowly tearing us apart

And things are not like the same

Now we both don't know who to blame

Though your words are the sweetest, my dear

It doesn't seem like the same words I used to hear

And though I try harder to make things right

There are those things that I just can't fight

I know we still both want this love to stay

I know we still want to have each other at the end of the day

I know we still want to have the love we used to have

So please help me bring the spark back