BROKEN INTO PIECES.

I should have seen this coming
You should have worn a sign
And I should have stop myself
From falling deeply in love

I should have not looked at
Your perfect face, your mesmerizing eyes
And I should have not fall for
Your pretty smile that made me gone
wild

I should have not allowed
Your lips to touch mine
And I should have not
Let our body feel the fire and become one

Because, if only I knew
Then I would not be as crazy as this
Then I would not  be bleeding like this
And then, my heart would have never
be broken into pieces

Rebound love.

I know this is coming

I am just waiting for a sign

All I need is your honesty

I am here to hear you

I promise not to cry

I had prepared for this

Even from the start

And now I am ready

Ready to give things up

I am ready

If she's still on your mind

I am ready

If it's still her that you want

I am ready

If it's still her that you love

After all

I was just a rebound

A second choice when

She fell out of love

I made you fall

And there I was

Catching you

I truly love you

I know I have given enough

I have made you happy

and shared with you everything that i got

And if it's freedom that you want

I am more more than willing to give you

All and all that

Let me just hug you for the last time

And kiss your lips gently

I was glad that you had been mine

Even for just a short period of time

I know this would hurt

But not for a long time

I just have to get used to it

And so I guess this is goodbye.

THIS IS MY TIME.

I curse you 
And everyone who does fucked-up things like you 
You took away what had been given to me 
My innocence, my purity 

Out of many people 
I don't know why it would be you 
We belonged with the same blood line 
Yet what you did to me, you didn't mind 

I was so young and dreamy 
And you were old enough to guide me 
all I know is that I could trust you 
Yet you took advantage of me 

The mem'ries, still fresh 
As you move your hand inside my dress 
You kissed me, harassed me 
Looked into me saying nothing 
But that look served as a warning 

I was scared 
I was ashamed 
I fear about what would happen 
If I spill out your dirty secret 
So I hid myself under silence 


Years were added 
And I grew old 
Old enough to think about what had happened 
Old enough to stand up for myself 

And now I saw you 
Staring at me like a beast just like before 
But I won't let anything happen again 
This time, it would be myself who I will defend 

No one was around and you drew near me 
You held my hand and I yelled loud enough 
"This time you will not be the one who'll be satisfied!" 

In a snap, you we're lying down 
Face down on the floor, 
Blood all around 

I was laughing 
Loud and proud 
I continued my insanity 
When someone came around 

Yells and cries 
Echoed the room 
Questions of how's and why's 
Ran through my system 

I do not know the answer, 
I do not know what happened 
Moments later 
Everything sank in 

He took away my innocence 
I took away his life 
How could they say that I was wrong when it felt so right? 

They caught me off guard 
There's nothing left to do 
No more time to hide 


After all, for so many years 
I got what I want 
So I just raise my hands 
As I dropped the knife.

Summer's nightmare

Few more days to go

And all that I will have again is misery

Summer times will snap back

And again, I will be drowned in tears

Summer's sun may brightly shine

And its heat may burn intensely

But still I know what i'll feel

Is the coldness that kills slowly

It will be dark, and cold, and wet

This is really something I can never forget

Summer nightmare is full of hatred

The season where in all I have are regrets

When you're mad.

If there's one thing that i could hate from you

That is when you're mad

Because you're coldness wraps me

And all you have is pride

It crushes me from within

Tearing my poor heart into pieces

You always left me alone

And all I have are wishes

You started to hate me

And i started to think how naive you are

You tell stupid lies everytime you're mad

And of course, that don't please me

Because you're hurting me

Which makes me so lonely

And i curse you for that

And i hate you because of that

And I just can't take it

So please, stop being mad.